Please give me another chance? Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Who is this man? Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. While the amnesia is temporary, perhaps what he learns from a brief fresh start won't be.------Or, the typical Buck gets amnesia fic that everybody loves. Buck had left the past behind. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. But a simple question sends him into an anxiety attack. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. Caught in the rhythm of routine, Eddie remembers a few moments too late that hes meant to be entering quietly when he gets home from work. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? He no longer feels like he belongs. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. Buck is trying to move on after been abandoned by his ex, Eddie is learning to deal with his disability, until a fire throws them both together and Bucks need to help people pushes him close to crossing the line with work but is he willing to give his job up for something meaningful. He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. Im so proud of you! Its just sometimes, he doesnt quite believe that. His mind freezes on the man. He slowly leafed through the papers in his hand, his eyes tearing up without permission. "Come on, man. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. Bucks eyes go wide and then he starts laughing. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. Eddie pines a lot here (how can I blame him) but he gets what he wants. There is no shame in exempting help. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. Then he whisper shouts, Buckthe truth is III dont know how to cook.. Rain, crashing against the visor, the flashlight still on and flickering in the storm. Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. He wished he could have more but he would take what he could get. It's an unconventional set-up, but it works for them. And he needs Eddie to understand that. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. It is only by chance that they see him again after a long time. Buck spares a brief gaze to Eddie, and Eddie takes his moment, leaning forward to plant quick kiss to Buck's lips, their helmets knocking together. Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. It was the only explanation for his current string of devastatingly terrible luck. Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise! Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. "Hi," Buck manages to reply, though it comes out slightly strangled. ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure. Eddie and Chris step in to anchor him. He met someone once, years ago with matching scars and haunted eyes who had told him, "You either get better, or you die, Evan. They don't mob him. Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. Buck trailed off, Eddie waiting for him to go on, not wanting to stall his progress. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. - Los dos ren y Eddie parece estar pensando en que decirle, no quiere preocupar a su novio. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! You promised me, Eddie. It's 11 h 30 pm and he's still up, playing a gameboard with Christopher. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. But its fine because eventually my boss will fire me again and none of my friends will want to hang out with me anymore. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. He'd missed it. Buck. Bobby supplied. Evan squeezes his fists tighter. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. He was done with everything. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. He knows, logically, that he is worth something. 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He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. ---Danger looms as Taylor's career turns in new directions, leaving Buck torn between feeling proud and protective. Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. A post 6x10 spec-fic. Experimentally, Evan looks down at his hands and bunches them both into fists. Yea, that would be stupid. "Okay, I hate to say it, I think this needs a stitch or two," Buck decided. Rated mature because I don't know where this is going and this all started as a dream I had. "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. Follow Josies story. Hed hoped staying at Eddies would make a difference, that spending time here would quiet his mind, bring him some kind of peace, Eddies couch might be lumpy but he feels more at home on it than he does in his own bed these days. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him. At the time . He is introverted and afraid. But now it all seems like one huge mountain thats insurmountable. She had woken up to a dark figure in the room. Especially when it's Eddies.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? First, his sleazy lawyer. The seat on the firetruck next to Eddie was Bucks seat. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Theyve been through a few before. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. And then I saw you. Always alone. I will be uploading every week. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. There's no in between." Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). Well, I know youre probably use to eating MREs butBobbys been teaching me how to cook. Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. - Hay algo preocupndote? tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (126), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (250), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (75), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (47), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (38), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (30), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson (25), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (22), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (48). He still has to try.-----------------------------------------------------------------------Whumptober Day 18: CPR, Buck hates the feeling of blood on his hands, especially when it's someone he knows. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Howard Chimney Han thinks of himself as a very tolerant and laid back man. Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. Buck wants to give Chris everything he wants, but will he be able to come back to LA and face everyone? Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. Meanwhile, Eddie is acting strange and there are too many unknown scars across Buck's body. Because of the lawsuit, everyone has turned their backs on him. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. You never have, and you never will.. Work Search: This is a rewrite of my 1st fic I wrote. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. What will their lives be like? After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. Eddies mouth drops into a little o of understanding. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. That time Buck was a liar who lied about a cold hours before he was about to perform. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. - No estabas roncando. The team gives him anxious glances when they get back, watching him closely as he takes off his gear and walks upstairs. But the baby fills his heart.118 ignored him for months. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. it was anchoring, settling. (By special request. - Buck relaja un poco su cuerpo, maldicin, quiz est ansioso sin darse cuenta. One Saturday changed everything. Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. Bobby considers asking Buck again how hes really doingthe bags under his eyes telling a different story to the one coming out of his mouthbut he learnt a long time ago that the best tactic when it came to Evan Buckley was to wait him out. You promised that you wouldnt leave Buck. Hen said and he sighed deeply, turning slowly to face her. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. He wants to sleep but he has to wait for Eddie to arrive home from his shift. You will not regret it. Eddie was being serious. Buck's new colleague is an alpha and he hates him. Just you.. Im okay, babe, Buck said with a sigh. He is attacked and abused by three men. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. Hes perfect a-o-fucking-kay, Buck talks and explains his childhood, he tells Eddie everything thats going on, Bingo Slot : Childhood Trauma, Flashbacks, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (41), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (81), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (28), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (14), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han (8), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (8), Evan, you talk of the pain like it's all alright (But I know that you feel like a piece of you's dead inside), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV). He disappears without anyone knowing where he is. Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings.

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